Something called Love...

Well hello hello... I'm here again, I just forgot to write sorry... :)

So I've been thinking about a lot of things lately, but one of it is the extended topic of love. But I'm just going to write a little about it.

What is love? They say there's different kinds of love: The love you have for your parents, for your kids, your pets, your things. But the love I acctually like the most is the one that comes from above, yes from our Father.

And because of that is what gratefulness comes with.
We all should be thankfull for everything we have in life. For all the good things and the no so good.  I'm thankfull for my nieces and my nephew, for my mon, for my dad, my brother and my sister. For my brothers and sisters from Church. For my job, etc, etc, etc.... 

The Bible says, Love is endless, is not selfish, is full and will not be extingish by anything. 
Eveyone try to give Love to their most close people, but if one does something they didnt expect one to do, that Love would be decrease until someday it would not be anything at all. 

Why keep trying to win someone's love? If eventually it would just stop loving you.
So that's my point, I have the Love and Mercy from our God. And there's nothing I could do that HE would stop loving me. 
I did love a "man" once, but it was so heptic, and so unsettleling that I promise myself I would never ever feel like that again, for anyone, ever.
But that got me thinking... I did Love, I do know where I would be able to love someone, even though I do not have that same feeling in return, at least I was human enough to provide it, and learn whatever leason I needed to learn in that moment.

You know, with age we all learn new things...
How to overcome all those fears and ghosts, to know where not to go, what not to do, what not to say. So for me, the biggest leason I have learn Is that the eternal Love that God has for me is the motor I need to keep going. And give him my endless love in return.

There's people out there who thing they are all alone, and that no one will ever care for them. There's children that their parents couldn't take care of them, and they wish with all their strengh to have some one that will love them no matter what. There's elder people that just wants a "love you" from their grow kids and maybe a visit every sunday.

So if I just keep looking for what I dont have, all the other valuable stuff in my life that I do have will be taken for granted

So the point is... stop complaing about every single thing and just be gratefull that someone up there love's ya!!!

Not a Monday...

Well you know must people hate Mondays, and I didn't have anything to write about so that's why I didn't write anything yesterday.... I wasn't going to write today either but I just finish talking about a subject it just make my guts boil.

Currently, I work with a bunch of people, we all do the same, and all that. But here's this thing, most of them have this crazy idea that our employer have to give us the very best of the universe, and everything we could think about.

I mean, what happens with most people is that get use to receiving x amount of presents. For example, when one stars to grow old, one stop receiving toys, gifts, I things that would make you wish for next year to come quicker.
Same thing happens at work, we get to go out early one day now everyone thinks we should have it everyday. We get some cake to celebrate a birthday, now we should demand ice cream with it. Get the idea?

So, why does this makes me wanna yell???? God!!!! We all are getting paid every month for doing what we were employed for. We all signed a paper that says the things you have to do and what the employer have to do as well.
Does my or your contract says "you're allow to go early 2 times per week"? Or "you should have at least 3 naps a day per hour worked"? Or "if you don't like your paycheck come a take another"?
If it does, then hire me, I'll complain.as much as a public worker would.

We should always be thankful for our work, for our paycheck, for or schedule. If we have the chance to give our opinion give it, but don't complaint. If you're boss is going to give you a treat, accept it, as much as you would if they were giving you money.
As my Grampa would say "sí trabajar fuera bonito, no pagarían por hacerlo". It means, if working was something good we would not be getting pay to do it.

I'm not saying that we should not fight for or ideas our dreams, but everything has its real value and time. If something is not right, cause face it humans are dumb, go make it right.
If someone gives you the opportunity, take it and show your best. Go get them!!!!!

I'll understand the point of view when you tell me: I keep trying but they just don't care...

So, tell me now; how difficult is to work with a nice paycheck, benefits, Monday to Friday schedule, extensive health assurance, death policy, extra activities, amoung others???

Sunday Morning...

Today is a good day... Nothing else...
Sometimes we are just to busy with "our life" that we dont stop to smell the flowers (too cliché isnt it?)... Ok lets start on the beggining...

All Sundays and everyother wednesday I go to church; today I didnt wanted to go but my concience didnt let me stay. Im happy I went, though. 
I learned today that one should always be in need of searching for out Father's mercy, for his teachings, his everyday miracles. 

So why is it that everyday we just woke up to work work work?? We should take the time to be thankful, to see the miracles arround the world, to check your family and see how big they have grown up to.

The reason for me being so selfish that I wanted to go today to church was the same reason we always forget to be gratefull., we think that we have everything we need and dont need anyone elses help.
I want to feel in need for my Father's word... And would do everything I can to be always like that.

So at the end we just have to take the time to find the time to smell the flowers on our way....

And now, gotta go.. have to do my workout for today...

Working Out

So here's what happend... 

Normally I would be against exercise, my whole life I've been as lazy as anyone could be... Except like one month arround 4 years ago; I got sick so went back to being lazy... 

And that's how it has been for the my 20 something years of my life. (26 to be exact)

Today I went for a small ride on my bike. It was less than half a kilometer but I felt great!!! 

I completely forgot how good working out makes one feel.

I have been wanting to get in shape for arround a couple of months, just to be preaty again, 'case u know, if one is fat one is ugly. 

But I was wrong, so wrong. I hate to admit it.

A woman can not be wrong, ever (but that's another topic). 

Every thing yells that skiny people are happier, and get a lot of BFs and have a great life. But that's just completely wrong, and the worst part is everyone also says it, that one has to be happy about ones body etc etc etc...

And then, everything make sense now. I just want to be healthier, be happier, have just a better shape and not shape as in my body, shape as in some day I might be able to run a few miles.

So to be honest, I'm very proud of my. Taking my bike and almost having an attack 'cause there was too much air coming into my lungs.

Just took a small step to a better life... 

And well here's my photo after arriving home:

So.... We meet again

So.... We meet again

I always wondered what a blog was for. Always wanted my own one, to be sincere. So here I am. Hopefully no one would ever find it, but even if some one does find it hope you like it.

I like to write about everything I think, sometimes what I feel and mostly what I believe. 

So, lets see who does it go...